that says it all.
sums up my mood and all the things that go with it.
the worst part of internet blogging is the things that people read into what you are saying. the best part is saying what you mean, and not having anyone understand it.
i feel like i am at a standstill.
it's a battle of wills, and i'm not sure which way to go, or even where to put it all.
i feel like i have no idea what i am supposed to be doing, so i'm just playing along. it's not good. it's not bad. and the indifference is driving me insane.
i want to be more connected than i really am.
i am craving something.
and coming away absolutely empty handed.
i feel bad for wanting more than what i have.
5 hours ago